I remember reading once, something that goes like, would you do what you are going to do today if you knew this would be your last day on Earth?
Death- I think Steve Jobs hit it right on spot when he said it's the destiny we all share. Even if we know we are going to die, what happens if it's by accident? Unexpected? Sudden? You were just supposed to do something simple and easy that you've done almost all your life and then you meet an accident.. What happens next?
The realization more than ever that life is so dang precious! And the realization that, sometimes, few of us found out that we are not living for ourselves alone. We suddenly thought of our loved ones. What are they going to feel? How much pain would they have to bear of losing you? Some of us are strong enough that we know we never really lose anything or anyone. We carry everything within us. But there are some who will never learn that fact. Some who will have to suffer because of waking up everyday without your physical presence in their lives. Some who will miss your laugh. Those who want to see your crazy antics only you could do best! People who will forever be in love with you and those who will always be loving you.
I just met an accident and I'm fine. But I kinda thought, what would you feel if I suddenly stop messaging you or updating my status or uploading photos or commenting and liking all that you do that connects with my being? And I will never get the chance to tell you I'm dead. And I also told myself why I have forgotten to say how great you are, or that you're beautiful, or handsome or that I love you? Why I just put up everything I have to do believing tomorrow I'd wake up and I could do tomorrow what I've set aside today?
(My neck still hurts, but I think I'm good, headache attacks!!)
But this kinda shake me big time! Not all will read this, but, if you could read this, then probably you really do pay attention into what I say or do. I don't measure or base our friendship through this blog and you reading this... But.... If you could read this, then you probably are interested to what is going on in my mind, my heart and my life and that put a smile on my face. (for those who will never get the chance to read this, oh just let it go.)
If I knew I'm going to die today I would still freakinly go online. Message each and everyone of you. And tell you how much you touched my life. And the remaining, I'm going to spend with my family that are within my reach. Those who can be grasp by my tiny, thin arms and give them the biggest hugs. I'm going to start and end that big hug around Vochelle. Teee hee hee! Much love :)) what I really wanted to say I that, I love you! And I kinda hate myself for passing today into not telling you about it. And that you're an awesome person I am lucky to know. Thank you! Your existence in my life is highly appreciated and will always be remembered. <3 yeah, just want everything covered 'cause accidents are unexpected.
